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  Ruined: Tobias

  Laurel Creek Series

  USA Today Bestselling Author

  Hildie McQueen

  Ruined: Tobias

  USA Today Bestselling Author

  Hildie McQueen

  Pink Door Publishing

  Editor: Dark Dreams Editing

  Copyright Hildie McQueen 2017

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  The characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental and not intended by the author.

  Also By Hildie McQueen

  Laurel Creek Series

  Jaded: Luke

  Broken: Taylor

  Ruined: Tobias

  Brash: Frederick

  Montana Cowboys

  Montana Bachelor

  Montana Beau

  Montana Boss

  Montana Born

  Montana Bred

  Standalone

  Her Lawman

  Melody of Secrets

  Cowboy in Paradise

  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Also By Hildie McQueen

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Epilogue

  Dear Reader

  Chapter One

  If he was going to die, Tobias Hamilton was going to be upright. The damn twinge in his chest had been present for the last few days and it was beginning to worry him. He slid from the bed and flexed in the mirror. He was in amazing shape. He lifted weights almost daily and then there was all the work around the ranch.

  So, yeah, maybe his eating habits were not the best and he did like a cold beer or two at night. But, hell, didn’t everyone? As if able to see his heart, he leaned into the mirror and stared at his chest. It looked normal.

  “What are you doing?” Mimi, his fiancée, lifted to her elbow and looked at him with sleepy eyes.

  “Got up cause my chests hurts.” He waited for the hysteria. Three. Two. One.

  “Oh my God!” Mimi shrieked. Her voice was so high-pitched his labs came running and began scratching and barking on the other side of his bedroom door.

  After a long struggle to free herself from the sheets, she hurried to him. “Let’s get you to the hospital. At your age, you could be about to die of a massive heart attack.”

  “My age?” Tobias glared at her. “I’m not that damned old.”

  “Oh, I know…” Mimi said, turning in a circle. She kicked some clothes aside. “I need to find that bag with my new jeans. I’ll go return them while you’re at the hospital.”

  True she was ten years younger than him, he guessed about thirty-five or so, but that didn’t make him “heart attack old”.

  “How old are you anyway?” he asked, shrugging on a t-shirt. “Can’t believe we’re engaged and I never asked.”

  She ignored the question and began dressing. “Is there even a hospital in Laurel Creek?” There was disdain in her voice. She hated his hometown and never pretended otherwise. “A reputable clinic maybe?” She shuffled to the bathroom. “I better get my makeup on. You should go call and make sure the clinic or hospital or whatever you have in this town is open.”

  If he were really dying, he’d be stiff as a board by the time she finished putting on makeup and doing her hair.

  When he opened the bedroom door, the dogs jumped up and down, both seeming more worried about him than the woman in the bathroom.

  He made sure to pet each of them. “I’m okay, boys. How about a snack?”

  Both studied him for a moment as if gauging the truth in his words. However, they couldn’t ignore the fact he was about to feed them.

  “Snack,” he repeated. They hesitated until he took one step out of the bedroom and then raced to the kitchen, tails wagging.

  When Mimi finally appeared, Tobias was on his second cup of coffee and prepared to head to town. The pang in his chest had gone and not returned. Probably just heartburn or something, he thought to himself. In town, he’d run a few errands that needed to get done before coming back to work.

  “Ready?” she asked while sliding her purse strap onto her shoulder. “Did you call the clinic?”

  He grunted as a reply and dangled the keys from his finger. “Let’s go. I have errands to run. You should take the day and familiarize yourself with the local shops. There are a couple dress shops you might like.”

  She wrinkled her nose. “I thought you were having a heart attack. Don’t you think you should get looked at?”

  “Come on.” He walked to the door with the dogs on his heels. Mimi gave them a wide berth. Tobias wondered if she and his pets would ever bond. Usually his tan labs, Scamp and Duke, loved everybody, but they seemed to sense Mimi wasn’t fond of their kind, so they pretty much ignored her.

  “I’ll stop and see the doctor, just to be sure,” he mumbled at the dogs that studied him intently.

  Tori Romano stood with her mouth agape as tomatoes and onions rolled across the sidewalk and onto the street. This was the last thing she needed. The farmer’s market was seriously lacking in vegetables that morning. It had taken forever to find the best of what they did have.

  “You’d be passably pretty if you didn’t scowl so much,” Tobias, the bane of her existence, drawled. He stepped over a tomato and continued on past her.

  “And people would think you’re less of an idiot if you didn’t open your mouth,” she snapped, glaring at his wide back. Why she’d ever dated him and considered that man the love of her life was never clear.

  “Looks like this one is still in pretty good shape,” Eric Hamilton, Tobias’ cousin, said, picking up a tomato and holding it up like a trophy. “That one over there is a lost cause,” he continued pointing at one with the toe of his square-toed boot.

  A few moments later, she’d recovered all but the one squished tomato.

  “Your cousin could’ve helped.” She looked down the street to where Tobias now stood, staring up at a building. “What is that dimwit doing?”

  Eric cleared his throat. His gaze swept past her to his cousin and then back to her. “Um, well, he can’t find her.”

  “Who?”

  “You know.” Eric shrugged, obviously uncomfortable. “His fiancée.”

  A chuckle escaped. It was a good cover up for the damned tightening in her chest every time she was reminded he was engaged. Not that it should matter much, but when he’d come to inform her of it, somehow, they’d ended up in bed. They’d not spoken of it again, pretending
it never happened, which was fine with her.

  He was not only an idiot but also her Kryptonite.

  Tori placed her free hand on Eric’s lower arm. “You don’t have to tiptoe around me. Tobias and I are long over. It’s been what, twenty years? I don’t know why everyone acts as if our high school relationship just ended last week.”

  Eric frowned. “Probably because we all kept expecting you’d get married and have a happy ending, even after all these years.”

  It would never happen. If anything, they hated each other more and more as time passed. How he’d acted over her spilled vegetables was par for the course. If they’d had sex the night he’d come to inform her of his plans to ask someone to marry him, it was the result of him drinking, which he rarely did, and her having had half a bottle of wine.

  Oh, and that damned television series of a super-hot Scottish man always taking his shirt off.

  She sighed. “I better get inside. The sauce won’t make itself.” Tori gave Eric her best smile. “Don’t forget law enforcement always gets a free meal at Victoria’s once a week.”

  “I may just come for dinner today. Nothing like your lasagna to end the day on a good note.” He walked away toward his cousin, still smiling.

  The dim interior of her restaurant always made her feel at ease. Victoria’s was named after her great-grandmother, who’d lived in Italy. Tori had also been named after the woman. The way her father described her great-grandmother, the woman was the reincarnation of Jesus’ mother Mary.

  Every time her father talked about his grandmother, her mother’s eye rolls made Tori think the woman hadn’t been all that saintly.

  When her parents moved to Laurel Creek, Tori was a toddler. They’d opened the Italian restaurant because her father’s cooking was in high demand. Once Tori was old enough, she’d worked at the restaurant on weekends and summers.

  Over the years, Tori learned every secret and recipe from her father. They’d spent many a day listening to fifties music while stirring sauces and cutting pasta. Her father insisted she cook each item on the menu over and over until it came naturally.

  So when he’d suddenly died of a heart attack, Tori was poised to take it over along with her mother. Now that her mother had passed, it was only her.

  The year her father died had been the hardest of her life.

  “Hey, Tori,” Marco, her head chef and manager, greeted when she walked into the kitchen. “How’s it going?”

  She maneuvered around the kitchen to a metal table. “Dropped all these outside. My old market bag finally gave out.” She dug the offending item from her back jeans pocket and held the tattered remnants up for him to inspect. “Too bad, I really liked this one.”

  “You get attached to shit too much,” Marco said, walking over to inspect the food. “Things look okay.”

  “One tomato met a gruesome end.”

  “Rest its red soul,” Mario said, grabbing a bowl and putting the items in it to rinse off. “I’m in the mood for pesto.”

  Tori lifted an eyebrow. “So pesto chicken over bow pasta will be the special?”

  He nodded, already dismissing her. “You take care of the tomato sauce, while I work on my masterpiece.”

  It would be an hour before her pasta would be hanging out to dry, so she hurried to grab the canisters of flour and everything else she’d need.

  They worked without speaking. Marco’s favorite music played over the wireless system. She’d given up trying to talk him out of listening to what she termed “wedding-elevator music”. Now, three years later, she sang along with Barry Manilow as she kneaded the dough.

  “Delivery for Victoria Romano.” A guy holding a vase filled with flowers entered. Her favorite flowers, daisies and yellow roses were framed with puffy baby’s breath.

  Tori’s friend Allison, owned a quaint flower shop across the street, ever so often she’d send over flowers. Allison was such a good friend.

  Had she sent the flowers after Tori had spilled all the details of her night escapade with Tobias? No doubt, her friend was trying to lift her spirits.

  She was fine and didn’t need to be cheered up. Sleeping with Tobias had been a huge mistake and Tori vowed to forget about it.

  Still, it was a sweet gesture.

  “You’re new in town,” she said to the young man who waited to hear where to put the flowers. “What’s your name?”

  “Jonathan Burnett, I’m from Billings. Just moved here to work with Mr. Hamilton.”

  “Come, I’ll show you where to put them.” She walked back into the front room holding her flour-covered hands up. “They will brighten up the entrance. I want them here at the hostess station.”

  He put them down. “I take it you know Mr. Hamilton?”

  “Yep all of them. Most are cool, but it depends on which one you’re talking about. There are tons of Hamiltons in this town.”

  He nodded. “Yeah, I learned that. Mr. Tobias Hamilton. He hired me to work out at the ranch.”

  “Yeah I know him,” Tori replied, rolling her eyes and then stopped herself.

  “Then why are you delivering flowers?”

  He shrugged. “I don’t start for a month. I came early to get a lay of the area. I do errands for a couple of shops. You need any help with deliveries or anything, let me know.” He held out a piece of paper with his name and phone number on it. “Errands” was scribbled in ink on the bottom.

  “I’ll keep it in mind,” Tori replied, not wanting to continue the conversation. If he asked why she’d rolled her eyes, she wasn’t sure what her answer would be. She jutted a hip out. “Put it in my apron pocket.”

  By noon, every seat in the restaurant was taken. Tori, along with Jessie, the only waitress, rushed back and forth to the kitchen retrieving plates and ensuring every beverage glass was refilled.

  Across the room she spotted a foursome sliding into a booth by the window.

  After a deep breath, Tori walked up to a table and smiled while placing glasses of water down in front of the four people seated in a booth. Her smile faltered just a bit when she looked around the booth.

  Obviously, Tobias had located his fiancée, because the blonde was smashed to his side. He didn’t meet her gaze but instead looked down at the glass of water. Across from him were Eric and Mindy, who owed the local coffee shop, Cuppa Joe.

  “Your food is so good,” Mimi, Tobias’ new fiancée, exclaimed. “You should consider opening a second restaurant in Billings or Helena. Your talents are wasted in tiny little Laurel Creek.” She gave her a wide-eyed doe look.

  Tori tried to smile, but her face hurt. Instead, she reached for a pitcher and topped off the already full glasses. “I like it here fine,” she replied.

  “I’m sure she means it as a compliment,” Mindy spoke up a bit too quickly. “Right Mimi?”

  “Of course,” the blonde said, her gaze moving from Tori to Tobias. “If it wasn’t for my babe’s ranch, we’d be gone already.”

  “One can only dream,” Tori said and turned away. She caught Jessie’s eyes. “Can you cover table nine for me?”

  Jessie looked to Tobias’ table and her eyes widened just enough to tell that she understood loud and clear. “Not a problem.”

  “I’ll take four,” Tori said, dashing past to take the table’s order.

  She kept busy ignoring table nine for the next hour, while the foursome lingered over lunch.

  Tori went to the cash register to check out one of her tables. Just as she reached the counter, so did Tobias. His eyes were flat when looking at her. “Left money on the table for your tip.”

  Eric and the two women had already walked out, making her wonder why he’d lingered. “Okay,” she replied and counted out change for the other customers. The entire time, Tobias remained there. Once the customers from her table walked out, she met his gaze again.

  “What?”

  “You accepted my apology then?” He looked to the flowers.

  If it weren’t for other customers
being there, she would have yelled. Instead, she spoke through clenched teeth. “What are you talking about?”

  He picked the note from the flowers and put in in her apron pocket. “Read it.” With that, he strolled out.

  “You look flushed. It’s a good thing the lunch crowd is almost done.” Jessie rounded her and pecked at the register keys. “Are you feeling okay?”

  Tori refused to think of the fact that Tobias had sent her flowers and apologized for something. Hell, if he took to apologizing for each time he’d done something wrong, Allison would be a millionaire. Whatever was this about?

  A part of her wanted to crumble the paper and throw it out without looking at it. The last thing she needed was to have him on her mind. The man was like a mite. He had a way of getting under her skin, like a bad rash.

  Tori was scratching her arm when Allison waved through the window. The pretty wild-haired woman scowled and Tori motioned for her to come inside.

  “Oh my goodness. I can’t take it. I was hoping not to have to walk inside.” Allison pretended to swoon. “It smells like heaven in here.”

  “You always say the same thing. Want to eat a late lunch with me?”

  “And you always feed me, which means I am going to be your best friend forever.”

  Tori went to the drink station and poured two glasses of water and then looked through the kitchen door. “Two small salads, one lasagna and one pesto special,” she called out. Then she turned around and went to an empty booth and put the glasses down.

  Although they’d already paid, her last table remained and she made sure their glasses of water were refilled. Tori ensured they didn’t need anything and listened as the older couple described their drive across Montana. They owned an RV and were having the time of their lives. Their bright smiles made Tori’s heart happy. “I hope you decide to stop back through and tell me about the rest of your adventure.”

  The couple quickly agreed, promising to bring pictures.

  Soon, there was only one table with a couple of women who had notebooks out and had finished their meal. They were either studying or doing some sort of business and had asked Jessie for coffee and to be left to themselves for an hour.